were not close anymore, it seems like everyone else has gone the other way except us two.
people change, things happen and people separate..
maybe thats just the way it is.
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Monday, August 08, 2011
Sunday, August 07, 2011
helpless
when i read your text this morning, i didnt bother replying because i though that you just wanted to talk at that time because you were bored :S
but it was more serious than that. i had no idea that this had happened and im so sorry that i didnt reply when i woke up this morning, i was so busy because i was running late for work and it didnt come to mind that i should reply :S
until after when you texted me again did you tell me what had happened :S
im talking to you right now, and youre so sad, angry and panicked. i dont know what i can say except to keep talking to you. i want to sneak out and support you but i dont know if i can :(
all i can do is just keep talking to you.
i know how it feels, really i do, ive been through it as well and ive felt this exact pain that youre feeling right now. it makes me really sad that one of my closest friends had to feel this pain as well. its worse than just breaking up pain, it hurts so much more, and i know that. i suffered through it for months.
but it gets better, really it does, you might not see it now, but it will. after this you can see the more important things in life :)
dont blame her though, shes probably feeling just as bad right now, i know that she never wanted to hurt you like that. she finally realized what she was doing, and you should at least thank her for taking responsibility and not dragging it out right? please be happy again, i dont want to see you all dull faced tomorrow because i hate seeing you like that. cheer up
but it was more serious than that. i had no idea that this had happened and im so sorry that i didnt reply when i woke up this morning, i was so busy because i was running late for work and it didnt come to mind that i should reply :S
until after when you texted me again did you tell me what had happened :S
im talking to you right now, and youre so sad, angry and panicked. i dont know what i can say except to keep talking to you. i want to sneak out and support you but i dont know if i can :(
all i can do is just keep talking to you.
i know how it feels, really i do, ive been through it as well and ive felt this exact pain that youre feeling right now. it makes me really sad that one of my closest friends had to feel this pain as well. its worse than just breaking up pain, it hurts so much more, and i know that. i suffered through it for months.
but it gets better, really it does, you might not see it now, but it will. after this you can see the more important things in life :)
dont blame her though, shes probably feeling just as bad right now, i know that she never wanted to hurt you like that. she finally realized what she was doing, and you should at least thank her for taking responsibility and not dragging it out right? please be happy again, i dont want to see you all dull faced tomorrow because i hate seeing you like that. cheer up
Sunday, August 07, 2011
athletics
so our school had athletics on friday and it was pretty normal..
as usual we didnt participate in any sports because were lazy but next year we definitely will cause it will be our last year and were gonna go all out! the costumes, the events, EVERYTHING :D
one thing that really annoyed me was that HE came. and of course since im terrified of him, he pretty much just ruined my whole day.
so much has happened, and when i saw him, i still didnt do anything, not like i did any other time. but hes still so UGH. i know hes not a bad person, but i dont understand why he came anyway. i know he mustve been bored and just wanted something to do but really? couldnt you have gone home and slept or something? you made me so uncomfortable and after you came, all i wanted to do was grab my stuff and run out of the athletics, catch the bus, go home and hide under my bed.
as usual we didnt participate in any sports because were lazy but next year we definitely will cause it will be our last year and were gonna go all out! the costumes, the events, EVERYTHING :D
one thing that really annoyed me was that HE came. and of course since im terrified of him, he pretty much just ruined my whole day.
so much has happened, and when i saw him, i still didnt do anything, not like i did any other time. but hes still so UGH. i know hes not a bad person, but i dont understand why he came anyway. i know he mustve been bored and just wanted something to do but really? couldnt you have gone home and slept or something? you made me so uncomfortable and after you came, all i wanted to do was grab my stuff and run out of the athletics, catch the bus, go home and hide under my bed.
Friday, August 05, 2011
Saturday, July 30, 2011
a procrastination post
so atm im sitting in the food court at bh being a loner because my family has ditched me to go home and no one else is here yet for nicks bday -.- how fun.. theres nothing else better for me to do than to blog about anything i can think of..
so today is nicks birthday ( HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRAH ) and hes celebrating it with all his friends at bh park having a bbq, i really hope that it doesnt rain today because then that would just ruin the point of having a bbq and it would just be annoying == but it should be fun besides the fact that im going to feel so intimidated by the people attending... im a little chicken i know.
this is such a useless post, i dont even know what im writing, im probably just trying to prolong the entertainment that blogging is giving me before i go back to sitting here doing nothing, looking like a loner, and waiting for people to come..
i have nothing else to say and this is such a crap post that i will probably delete as soon as i get home before people reading this will realise how much of a retard i actually am, derp derp derp :)
so today is nicks birthday ( HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRAH ) and hes celebrating it with all his friends at bh park having a bbq, i really hope that it doesnt rain today because then that would just ruin the point of having a bbq and it would just be annoying == but it should be fun besides the fact that im going to feel so intimidated by the people attending... im a little chicken i know.
this is such a useless post, i dont even know what im writing, im probably just trying to prolong the entertainment that blogging is giving me before i go back to sitting here doing nothing, looking like a loner, and waiting for people to come..
i have nothing else to say and this is such a crap post that i will probably delete as soon as i get home before people reading this will realise how much of a retard i actually am, derp derp derp :)
Monday, July 25, 2011
purple and white
so today i had 4 sacs which was pretty annoying but im glad its over :)
so on saturday it was pretty normal, went out to family brekky with the pangs like normal..
then after mum took me to the dress shop in dandenong to try on different deb dresses :)
i dont even remember how many dresses i had tried on.. it ranged from like straps to strapless, corset to not, flowy to poofy.. so much.
i ended up narrowing it down to 3 dresses, and i ended up getting a one shoulder flowy dress which is pretty :)
personally i actually liked this other dress better, but it was way too expensive so i didnt end up getting it :( it doesnt matter cause im still happy with the dress i have :)
then on sunday i had work, which was normal. when i got home, it was pretty much just studying, but i wasnt even concentrating half the time cause i kept getting so distracted TT
but today at school, none of them were really that bad, so im relieved, also because lots of people helped me which im thankful for :)
so on saturday, hopefully theres going to be a mass celebration for him! its taking ages trying to organise it, but hopefully we will all get it done soon :)
so on saturday it was pretty normal, went out to family brekky with the pangs like normal..
then after mum took me to the dress shop in dandenong to try on different deb dresses :)
i dont even remember how many dresses i had tried on.. it ranged from like straps to strapless, corset to not, flowy to poofy.. so much.
i ended up narrowing it down to 3 dresses, and i ended up getting a one shoulder flowy dress which is pretty :)
personally i actually liked this other dress better, but it was way too expensive so i didnt end up getting it :( it doesnt matter cause im still happy with the dress i have :)
then on sunday i had work, which was normal. when i got home, it was pretty much just studying, but i wasnt even concentrating half the time cause i kept getting so distracted TT
but today at school, none of them were really that bad, so im relieved, also because lots of people helped me which im thankful for :)
so on saturday, hopefully theres going to be a mass celebration for him! its taking ages trying to organise it, but hopefully we will all get it done soon :)
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