helpless

when i read your text this morning, i didnt bother replying because i though that you just wanted to talk at that time because you were bored :S
but it was more serious than that. i had no idea that this had happened and im so sorry that i didnt reply when i woke up this morning, i was so busy because i was running late for work and it didnt come to mind that i should reply :S
until after when you texted me again did you tell me what had happened :S
im talking to you right now, and youre so sad, angry and panicked. i dont know what i can say except to keep talking to you. i want to sneak out and support you but i dont know if i can :(
all i can do is just keep talking to you.
i know how it feels, really i do, ive been through it as well and ive felt this exact pain that youre feeling right now. it makes me really sad that one of my closest friends had to feel this pain as well. its worse than just breaking up pain, it hurts so much more, and i know that. i suffered through it for months.
but it gets better, really it does, you might not see it now, but it will. after this you can see the more important things in life :)
dont blame her though, shes probably feeling just as bad right now, i know that she never wanted to hurt you like that. she finally realized what she was doing, and you should at least thank her for taking responsibility and not dragging it out right? please be happy again, i dont want to see you all dull faced tomorrow because i hate seeing you like that. cheer up