grr :(

so ive been in a pretty bad mood these couple of days :s
i dont actually know why, but i think its cause i havent been talking to the usual people i do talk to everyday :s
it makes me kinda sad actually, cause you feel so empty when you havent spoken to them in a day, let alone a week :s
im probably over-reacting, but thats just me :) it just doesnt feel right i dunno :s
and i dont think it will get much better cause my closest friend is going on holiday ==
she says that she will bring her laptop with her, so we can still talk but still == she probably wont even be on half the time :( hmm its probably not just that, like everythings getting bad, im afraid of the explosion its building up to make :|
hoping something or someone will come along to cheer me up soon