there's alot to think about

so its holidays, and of course its a good thing but you know it gives you more time to think about other stuff that you particularly dont want to think about ==
best friend left for hong kong today, i hope i cheered her up a bit more before she left, good that i ran into her on her last day as well :) i really do hope that you will keep your promise and be on msn alot.. cause i gotta talk to you :)
looks like ive pretty much got every day booked out until my concert... im really happy that so many people wanna go out with me, but im really worried that i wont have enough energy to perform my best at the concert as well as help mum pack up the house ready for moving :) which reminds me that i have to go to bunnings :D
so many people have gone overseas :( its all the people i talk to all the time thats going as well :(
lesbians leaving soon, bffs gone, and shpandas gone too :(
speaking of shpanda.. i really miss him :(
we only started talking really recently but he grew on me : /
hed always go on whenever he could to talk to me, which is great :) but now hes in animal hat capital, with no internet.. :( so he wont be able to come online until like next wednesday. :(
its really depressing, i come home and log on msn, and youre not on, i die a little inside :(
missing you shpanda :(
concert is still stressing me out as always :( especially the costumes == ive hanged them all on my door and i swear the doors about to break == and thats not even half the costumes.. CRAP D:
another little thing to add :) on fb chat, someone very unique started talking to me :) he comes to youth every week and even won the award for best testimony of the year (Y) but he had just told me that he wasnt going to return to youth assalt next year, which was sad because i havent had the chance to befriend him at youth and i feels he still needs god in his life to help him :/
he told me why, and i can understand his reasons but still, id wish he would come back, god can help him, but i will have faith that he will return one day :)
so thats the end to my longg post, im slightly happier because as i was writing this BFF signs online :D YAY im so glad you kept your promise :) (L)