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Wednesday, March 09, 2011

am i annoyed?

in the beginning, it was like the beginning of a possible relationship for you two. i was hoping that you would end up happy despite the crushed heart of my friend.
then finally it happened, after months and months, you were so happy, which made me happy..
everything was fine until recently.
okay i was angry at the start, from seeing how cut you were, i was sad that you were going through the pain i once went through..
after, you two made the decision to not communicate for a month, okay to me, that sounded like a great idea.
it would help disperse those feelings you have.
and today i find out, shes talking again, after she made the decision.
the hanging out till night, the talking on the phone, the texting..
i thought it was over? so why is this happening..
tell me. in what way.. any way is this helping you get over it?
how? i dont understand. can you tell me how?
so i get annoyed because of what shes doing...
i see her today, and how do i feel? what do i think from the sight of her?
"there she is... the chick thats messing with my best friend, and making his life even harder than it already is.."
how do i feel? pissed.
how am i feeling right now? rage pissed.

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