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so i havent been blogging as much because ive recently started a diary instead, its more convenient in its way cause i can name names and its more private, but ill still write here :)

im a lot better now, im actually being honest now, its getting a lot easier and i can see that its starting to fade away :) which im sooo happy about :D
mm but having a talk with my bests, i told them 'what if i ______' and they all say no, id be really dissapointed in you.. but they all think that i just want to do that because its how i would cope with what happened, but its honestly not T___T its not because of that, believe me.
i just want to have some fun once in a while :/ is that so wrong? my life isnt full of dramas like everyone elses.. nothing exciting really happens that often so how do you expect me to stay entertained when im always just listening to your stories without contributing any of mine because i have none?