:D

so i havent been blogging in a while cause:
1: i have other stuff to do
2: im lazy
but yeah so lets see what i have to blog about :/
quite a lot of stuff has actually happened but i dont remember what it was :S
i remember cindys powerul testimony, other stuff which i cbs blogging about because i dont want to get myself too into it again.. and studies..
thats pretty much it.. my memory has decreased so much this year....
but yeah, in a way, ive felt a lot happier these past few weeks,
i know it seems like im not because i always look annoyed and whenever people ask me if im okay, i never say yes anymore.. but half the time its because im just tired..
i havent had a good nights sleep since.. wow i dont even remember :/ im always tired now.. just cant seem to comprehend why..
the other reason is because of all the drama, you know whats funny? is that not long ago, i was complaining why there was nothing interesting in my life..
but now, that theres so much going on and so much drama, that i actually want to slap the past amy in the face.
mama was right, no drama is good, drama is bad :/
ive learnt that now. but yeah people have been getting better, there was a period of time where all of us were all depressed and sad because of our own different people. im happy that two of us are mostly fine now, but i am still a bit worried for him.. :/
i will keep helping, but i think i need to realise that there is a limit to what i can do for him :S