:D

i should be happier!
i shouldnt be complaining so much.. i guess it will be a shame if i dont get to do deb, i will get abit upset, but if i think of it on the bright side.. then ill just getting a few steps closer to missions trip in korea at the end of the year!
but obviously, i would like to do deb..
i shouldnt be mad at him either, its not like he wanted that to happen so :/
just pray :)
plus im the type to get happy for the simplest things.. like my learners permit coming in the mail yesterday!!
wearing the mckinnon uniform and wearing a tie for the first time! :D
also the fact that ive got so many people around me that make me happy :)
i have a feeling that this is starting to get really cheesy.. -.-

to P:
thankyou for going to all that trouble just to get something like that for me? it wasnt even extremely important, just something that could possibly benefit to me during exams. it was my own stupid actions to have dropped it anyway. but taking your time and effort to get it out for me, thankyou so much. you showed me that there are still so many good people out there who help you despite how they are. you even encouraged me to take up music because you told me it was never too late. i believe that you deserve so much more than you receive. thanks again and hopefully ill be able to help you in the future! :D