hah

i know i shouldnt have done it..
but whenever.. i dont know i just wanted to know
looks like i finally know now
so i misunderstood everything? so everything i thought.. about you.. about me.. wasnt true?
 should have told said it to my face the first time lol
cause look what has happened between us now..
everythings awkward..
do you think this time. we will be able to repeat the same method and 'act normal'? pretend nothing happened?
after reading that.. in my mind.. it was cut for like 2 seconds then it was like ' che. i knew it. of course' 
me and you just dont have that fate right? if we dont have that fate.. then please, let this year really be the year that i forgive and forget! please please please.
 right now im dead serious. this will be my last post just about you. the last time. im serious.
KBYE.